I have fought the feelings And emotions inside That fills and empties me, Like a fast rolling tide. There are moments of pain, Of sorrow and hate, Leaving me to ponder Many hours of late. I love you, Shaz. It's your presence I miss. And I terribly long For that one last kiss. But the greatest pain of all That hurts me so deep, Is after giving you my love I can't have yours to keep. To have you by my side Always longing for more, And have you feel the same, To mutually adore. You see, my love, I have given you my heart And revealed the depths of my soul, And now I am left feeling hopelessly empty, Paying this immeasurable toll. It's selfish, I know To feel this way, But it's how I feel Each and every day Always hoping and praying For the next time we meet For you to allow me, once again To feel complete. And rest assured, I WILL see you again, For it's not a question of if, But a question of when. And when that time comes I'll be in total bliss, For no longer will I wait For that one last kiss.